underthewings

1. How many times have you been to a convention? Five times, baby! 8D 2. Do you sleep at conventions? Definitely YES. 3. Do you eat? A meal a day, twice but that's rare when it's con-time. XD 4. On average, how much money do you spend? fs89fua9w8fuwe98ew 5. Do you cosplay? Of course. Obvious question is obvious. 6. Does your cosplay show a lot of skin? No. 7. Do you wait in line for things...ie; dealer's room, panels, autographs, ceremonies? Yes, I have patience. 8. How many friends have you met from conventions? SO. MANY. 8D 9. Name your favorite conventions: OTAKONNNNNNNNNNNNN <3 Anime Boston is second to it. 10. Do you

I feel like the oddball in my group of friends sometimes, which is quite contradictory in itself since we consist of oddballs. There are subjects that I can relate to with them such as attractive males, anime, manga, the Arts, and cosplaying but other than that... I feel like I can't connect with them and even with the subjects that I do have a strong connection with, no one else within my group of friends like. No, really. I don't like Yaoi or Yuri. They like Yaoi and Yuri. I like certain characters/pairings. They hate those characters/pairings. And the list goes on. Every series I like almost always gets canceled out. I mean, I'm

I just don't know. I feel like I don't have any confidence. None at all. I don't see what others see in me because I criticize myself very, very badly. I don't see a "sweet, cute, extremely nice girl". I don't even feel like I deserve those kind words. I don't think I'm anything like that. And I think I give off this weird vibe to people. Maybe it could be due to the way I act? I don't know. It's just that, I guess I give off a vibe that makes other feel the need to protect me because there is not one instance where I ever stood up for myself. There is always someone... even if he or she doesn't know me... who always stands in front of me